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Monday, June 08, 2009

Pissed off.

I'm in such a bad mood today. Everything is in a shade of ugly. Everything is wrong. I hate everything and everyone.

I hate that my face is so fat.
I hate that I don't know if I'll have a place to live in July.
I hate that I have to lie to my Mom about certain things.
I hate not being able to tell the truth.
I hate living in a lie.
I hate how my relationship started.
I hate seeing her face.
I hate that people are so superficial and shallow.
I hate going into the SmartTag lane when all I have is a Touch n'Go card and I end up stalling the lane.
I hate going shopping when I feel bad about buying things.
I hate that my cellphone isn't fixed yet.
I hate that I haven't watched the movies I want to yet.
I hate that I can't ask anyone to hang out anymore because everyone's busy.
I hate that when I start working, everyone will be free to hang out.
I hate people that talk too much.
I hate people who talk as if they know so much.
I hate that people expect me to care when I don't.
I hate trying to regain control of my life when it's so hard to do.
I hate that my happiness depends on his actions.
I hate that he doesn't do anything.
I hate that I'm losing myself over something that might not even be worth it.
I hate not knowing what my future holds.
I hate that I'm worried about my job when it hasn't even started.
I hate having no answers.
I hate being disappointed over and over again.
I hate being THE disappointment.
I hate forms that make me fill up what RACE I am.
I hate filling up forms.
I hate going to the bank.
I hate going to two banks and be told to go to another bank to get things done.
I hate not being able to sleep for long hours anymore.
I hate waking up crying.
I hate being afraid.
I hate this anger I have right now.

I'm going to lock myself in my room and shut off my phone.

melia signed out with love @ 8:54 PM (0) earthling(s) farted

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..What About Amelia?..

Because this blog needs an introduction
Here goes!

I'm 40% mature, 30% child-like
10% fashionista, 8% dork
6% klutzy, 3% dreamer
2% blur, 1% hero x)

I also want to marry John Mayer
And oh, I want a pet unicorn too x)

More self-absorbed information here!!

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