....It's The Lil' Things That Make Life Sweet....

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Hullo!!

Life has been slow for me for a couple of months. Infact it was so slow, it was utterly horrid. I had no direction, no confidence and the road ahead was a dark forbidding fog of uncertainty. I was at my lowest of lows. It took me months to find myself again.

I'm proud that I did. Proving that no one stays lost forever. It may take time but there is always an answer if you're willing to seek it. Of course I had some help along the way. Patient ears to listen to my constantly depressed voice. Kind hearts that embraced me even at my most undesirable state. You know who you are. I will be eternally grateful.

I am now in a place where I can be happy. I am once again capable of embracing happiness. Fully and truthfully. I've never appreciated it as much as I did today. I guess it is inevitable then. No one can truly understand happiness if they have yet experience sadness. It sounds incredibly sadistic but it is absolutely necessary.

Yes.

My life is changing and I am once again to traverse new territories. All these years of hating change, I am now going to embrace it. Wholeheartedly. Come what may. I am ready.

Things to look forward to in the coming months.

Phan Shean's coming home. Yay! I am depending on you to cure my boredom and be my karaoke/food buddy.
Possible trip with Karen and Phan Shean to Pulau Perhentian.
Some family events and trips. A reason to dress up and look pretty is good for me.
A job. One that pays pretty well.
My own place albeit a room with possibly no air-conditioning (because I am keen on staying in a place with a swimming pool).
And one more thing I dare not mention lest I jinx it and it won't come true. >__<

May it all unfold nicely.

melia signed out with love @ 12:44 AM (0) earthling(s) farted

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..What About Amelia?..

Because this blog needs an introduction
Here goes!

I'm 40% mature, 30% child-like
10% fashionista, 8% dork
6% klutzy, 3% dreamer
2% blur, 1% hero x)

I also want to marry John Mayer
And oh, I want a pet unicorn too x)

More self-absorbed information here!!

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