....It's The Lil' Things That Make Life Sweet....

Friday, March 24, 2006

Alas...that evil vile management assignment is over and done with. All 1500 words of it. Reference list, appendix and all. I feel a weight being lifted of my shoulder. My pimples are subsiding. My eczema clearing up. The frizz in my hair straightening out. Everything is going back to normal. I can feel my body rejuvenating itself, dead brain cells being replaced (i hope), eyebags shrinking revealing sparkly doe eyes (i wish).

Okay the point is I finished that darn assignment and I can finally get some sleep! Whoopee! XD

I was awake for 26 hours! CrAZY! I was so busy looking for journals and figuring out how to piece all those junk together that I didn't even realise that it was actually time for breakfast. In the past, my friends who were in uni always complained about having sleepless nights and being awake for days just to finish their assignments and I've always wondered, is it even possible to not sleep for one whole day? I never thought I could do it till yesterday. Okay I feel a sense of pride creeping up. Owh crap.

Anyway I have time to blog now! Though I do have a FEW assignments due in like a week. Barwgh! Oh nevermind! There's still time right? Heh.

Anywayyyy, this is long overdued! I would like to thank all you people who remembered my birthday and for blessing me with all those sweet wishes. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
All of you truly made my day. XD

My birthday this year was sort of mellow. But it was a very very pleasant mellow. May Suan bought me lunch at Bon Bon's where we had a piece of yummy banana crumble with ice cream,
a heavenly tiramisu with just the right amount of brandy in it, and a hazelnut chocalate cake. Then later at night Kenny bought me dinner at Paddington's House of Pancakes. I had this lamb dish which was so darn good! Oh btw to those of you who don't know, I love lamb, or mutton or whatever you want to call it.

Oh lemme digress a lil. Here's something that's been bothering me for quite awhile. You know how 'kambing' means goat in malay right? But then sup kambing is lamb soup. So what is a 'kambing' actually? Is it a lamb or a goat? The weird thing is, a lamb is a baby sheep. And a sheep is called a 'biri-biri' in malay. A baby goat however is a kid. So how ah? Do we actually have lamb/biri-biri or kambing/goat? Okay I'm darn confused again.

Now yeah, the lamb dish was great. XD Thanks darling. I love the potpourri you made me too.

Sing Yieng and Joo called all the way from Melbourne too! They sang me a very distorted version of the birthday song. I was so touched! Thank you gurls! That seriously made my day. Really caught me off guarded you two. I was at the foyer waiting for Kenny to drive the car over. I nearly cried! Ahahahahah! Love you!

And then there was my darling dad who was so eager for me to cut my birthday cake before the clock stuck midnight. I was out till quite late you see so he waited for me all day! I didn't know he bought me a cake! So sweet right? Awwwwww.....I wurve my papa! XD

Sigh...I feel so loved. Oyeah the strawberry mat PY and Chenn bought for me is on my wall now. It's just too darn precious to be stepped on. Heh.

Okay....I'm tired. Need to sleep.

Love ya!

melia signed out with love @ 9:04 PM (1) earthling(s) farted

Monday, March 20, 2006

It's MY Birthday and I 'muka tebal' if I want to!

Yeah so I've been reminding everyone to wish me happy burfday on my burfday. And I made sure they remember! Yesh yesh sounds a lil (okay alot lar) muka tebal but I don't care. I don't wanna feel sad and unhappy and unloved because nobody wished me. I need attention yo. I'm turning 20. Gotta feel important. It's a big deal y'know. For me at least.

Cos I know in the past I have been paranoid, everytime my bday draws close I get worried that nobody remembers! Imagine how awful it would be! And I remember on my 19th birthday, my friends were actually planning something for me but they kept it a secret. They were so secretive that I thought they totally forgotten. At first I tried to act 'selamba' lah you know. " I don't care, i don't care, i don't care, i don't care, chill wei, selamba aje. " Until one day before the day, still no news. I was so disappointed I actually cried. -_-''' Yalah I know what you're thinking la. Keep it to yourself yah. It's my burfday! Hee!

You know all that bull about going all out and expecting nothing in return. It's only true to a certain point. Maybe it's just me but I know I do expect some things. I'll admit it cos I don't want to be a hypocrite. But it's totally fair for a person to expect certain things, even when they give, they gave sincerely. It doesn't mean that when they give with it is with the intention of taking back. No no no. It's about the appreciation. A show of gratitude. C'mon you'd be lying to yourself if you say you don't give nuts about being appreciated. It's one of the most fulfilling feelings in the world. Orgasms are in a totally different catergory mind you.

So yeah I've planned burfdays and I've been excited about them, I've seen touched happy faces. I guess I want to experience that too. To know that people care, people remember and people love you. I know lotsa people care and love me but they might not remember, so instead of sulking in a corner and chanting 'woe! oh woe is me!' why don't I remind them instead. Good idea eh? Yeahhhhhh...XD

Anyway it's been great so far. I didn't expect much from this birthday though. Didn't expect a big celebration with loads of friends cos everyone is scattered all over the world. But it's all good. I'm so grateful that Chenn and PY actually took the effort to celebrate it with me one day earlier, low budget and all. Not only that, they bought me the bestest burfday pressie ever! Awwwwww...I wub you gurls! Pics of the Strawberry Mat will be released soon. Heheehhehehehehehehehheeh! I can't thank you gurls enough! Twas' very thoughtful and sweet. Muackies to both of you! XD My family brought me out for a very nice dinner at Victoria Station 2 days earlier too. I wub my papa and mama and korkor. *smiles*

Ahhhhh..so far it's been really pleasant. I can't believe I'm no longer a teen. Oh gosh!

One step closer to adulthood. Or am I already there? *scratches head*

Alrighty, let's get some shut eye. Got class at 9 later. Kenny's bringing me out! Yeay! The boyfriend is gonna make Melia happy!

Lalalalalalalalalalalalala!

melia signed out with love @ 3:41 AM (3) earthling(s) farted

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Wow! Uni life is seriously hectic man. And to think I was so happy and geared up to do my assignments. Gosh, ignorant people are really silly. And yes I was ignorant. Now that I know better, I want more time!!!! Time time time time time! Gimme time dammit!

And I wonder why did I even believe that switching from Science to Arts was easy. I wonder why did I even think that it 'wouldn't be hard'. Ignorance once again. Catching up is alot of work. And I'm feeling the pressure. The need to perform. It's been such a long time since the kiasu in me emerged. Well she's making a comeback. I guess it's for the good. At least I want to do well. My papa would be happy. XD Gosh I feel like there's an exam everyday! *whimpers*

I miss studying about neurons.

Okay that as random. Sorry.

Oh oh on second thought, I think I made the right choice choosing arts over science. Joo's struggling with her Math. Phew! I don't wanna go thru that again man. Smart Amelia! *pats myself on the shoulder*

Class today was alright. Finally some interaction with new people. Not much but at least I opened my mouth. Ahahah. All is good. It has to be. I mean realistically although I do feel comfortable with doing things alone I really do not want to be anti-social. It's just not me. It'll somehow get to me. So yeah, so far so good. *grins*

My printer died. *cries*

I love Dunkin Donuts' Peanut Butter and Jelly Donut lar. So darn gooey and nice.

I love being random.

I'm perky as a perky person can be!

Wheeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

I love you world!

melia signed out with love @ 8:59 PM (1) earthling(s) farted

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Oh my, oh me, oh my! I'm so tired. Been out the whole day! Been on the road the whole day!

I didn't even want to get out of bed today. Argh. Oh oh! I found a sort of alternative route to avoid the whole traffic jam! Yeay! Woohooo!!! No more stress! And to think I could have been stuck in Aman Puri for one hour when it took me only 30 mins to reach PJ. *shudders*

My Bus and Econ Stats tutor is great. He actually made me understand Stats. I mean during ALevels, Stats was just putting numbers together into designated formulaes, drawing graphs and charts. But today I finally saw how useful Stats can be. It has a purpose man. Gosh! Finally! It feels great to be able to apply what you learn into your daily activities. I'm finally seeing light.

Met up with Bryan and Danny today. Actually it was the highlight of my day. Yeah I miss those two doods. The good ol S2 days. Sigh. Anyway it's really great to see them again. Knowing that they're still the same ol people you've always known. *smiles* I laughed a whole lot today. It's been such a long long long time. I miss it so dearly. Thank You guys for such wonderful company. Eventhough you may not even realise it.

Watched Pink Panther today. Gosh, it wasn't even about the Pink Panther at all. Ahahahah! Silly me! Anyway it was hilarious! I laughed till my sides splitted! XD

Darn I'm lazy to blog la. Actually I have alot to say. But I guess I'll blog another time. Wanna go sleep.

Nites!

melia signed out with love @ 11:39 PM (0) earthling(s) farted

Monday, March 06, 2006

Just came back from Starbucks. Went to study with the boyfriend. I'm so hyper now. I had some cinnamon caramel latte thingy and we ordered the rocky road. Gargh! I'm high on caffeine and choco. I feel like headbutting someone. Y'know, charging at someone with yer head, knocking them down? I wish I had horns.

Don't mind me. I ain't really concious. This ain't really me. It's the coffee and choc talking.

Starbucks might wanna hire me. Yeay. They gave me a form to fill. Well I guess that's good. I want to work in the Kepong branch though. But currently there's no more vacancy. Apparently there is at SS15. The one opposite Taylor's. Should I or should I not? Hmmm....something to ponder about.

I think uni is great. I love the fact that I can be so independent. At least that's what I'm feeling right now. I think I'm turning into quite a loner. Or lets say I feel like being a loner. Yes it's so weird that all this is coming from me. The person who loves to be around people. The person who can't stand being alone. I don't know lar. Maybe I'm just tired. The whole routine. Ack! Been doing it for years. And I don't wanna put in any effort anymore. What if it's not worth it? Sounding arrogant I am. I know. But I think I'm pretty comfortable with where I am. Cos I know I'm not exactly alone. Just don't feel like making new friends. Going thru the whole process. And heck after 6 months I might have to do that all over again. Bah humbug!

Don't wanna expect la. If it must happen, one way or the other it will. So chill lar. *put on my fav pair of sunnies*

I can feel another wave of maturity surging over me. It must be. I mean all these sudden emo thoughts. Deep, complicated yet so calming. What else can it be? I'm ready. Come what may. You think I scared ar?

Ack! I think I better finish off my tutorial questions and get some shut eye.

Babai people. Muacx to you and you and you and yeah YOU too.

Lalalalalalalalalalallalalalalallalalalalalalalalalalalallalalalalala!

*skips off to lala-land*

melia signed out with love @ 12:31 AM (3) earthling(s) farted

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Woohoo!!! I'm bloggin in Uni!! Wow this is so cool. Never done this before. Not on wireless and on a laptop. Too bad the laptop ain't mine lah. Dang I want a laptop now. I shall kidnap Kenny's laptop when he goes for classes!!! Wheee!!!

So how was classes? Well today's a pretty free day. One lecture and one computer lab session. Dang I never knew you could do so many things with Microsoft Excel man. I was damn jakun in class. Lucky me I'm smart enough to catch up. Heh. But yeah I definitely learnt something today. Me getting smarter as the day goes by. Yesh I'm pretty enthusiastic!

Yeay Kevin's Here!!! And he's darn scruffy! Now he and Kenny are talking about computers. Boring boring boring.....

Hmmmm...I'm bored....I think I need to pee.....

I shall go pee now.

Buhbye people!

melia signed out with love @ 11:49 AM (0) earthling(s) farted

..What About Amelia?..

Because this blog needs an introduction
Here goes!

I'm 40% mature, 30% child-like
10% fashionista, 8% dork
6% klutzy, 3% dreamer
2% blur, 1% hero x)

I also want to marry John Mayer
And oh, I want a pet unicorn too x)

More self-absorbed information here!!

..Mood-o-meter..