Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Can you believe I played DOTA?!?!At a cyber cafe too at that! Me, Amelia Tan Ann-Nee in a cyber cafe, gaming. Even I couldn't believe it. Ahahahahahhaha! And I suck at it. Ahah! I seriously suck. I died a gazillion times and I drove my gigantic baby cousin cuckoo. He nearly murdered me because I played like a retard. But he's still my baby bunny hair boy boo. Anyway I must say I'm kinda addicted. I was beginning to get the hang of it until my dad called to pick me up. Anyway I'm gonna play more often now. I can't stand playing so lousy and lose face in front of em' baby cousins. Trust me, in a month's time I'm gonna be a decent enough DOTA player.
Today was really fun. The DOTA thingy was so spontaneous. It all started when my cousin Daniel asked my 'young' uncle if he played. They got so enthusiastic and decided to play right after lunch. But then my papa started a gambling session and my family being the avid gambler they are couldn't resist such temptation so we played a few rounds (well 20 actually) of blackjack.
I won 24 buckaroos!!! Woooohooooo!!!!
after losing 15 in the first few rounds. I know 24 bucks ain't much but I suck at gambling and I'm not even kidding.
So yeah I'm happy! This is the first time ever that I won money from gambling! Looks like the gambling fairy decided to sprinkle some fairy dust on me! Wooohooo!!!
I won money!!!!
I love CNY. For alot of obvious reason. :)
There's the free flow drinking, the guiltless gambling, the fat angpaus, the heavenly food and of course my beloved wacky cousins! I miss them so much! Yeah I do.
Me happy! *gushes*
Sunday, January 29, 2006
Happy Chinese New Year lovely people of the world!!!Today's the first day of New Year. Just came back from my granpa's place. Came online to blog for awhile. Will be heading to my other granpa's palce for dinner! Gonna drink and gamble! WooHOO I'm a sinner!
Love ya peeps! Ciao!
Friday, January 27, 2006
Fun fun fun! Although it was short but yeah fun fun fun!! Spontaneous fun! Lovely night. La la la la la la la!We went to RUSH today. Yeah the beng club but SY has never been to one and Pui Yee's going to be there so what the heck right? Afterall it's the company that matters and thank goodness the music today was alright. XD
We're supposed to meet PY there but we jokers overshot and got lost! Ended up in Pusat Bandar Damansara! Geez..ahahahahaahha! So we took a U-Turn and ended up in Section 17's Shell petrol station. The funny thing was that Darlene's house was just opposite the station! Ahahahha so we went to her place to chill for awhile so that PY can lead the way to Rush. Anyway I'm lazy to say more so here's some pictures from tonite. :)
Pictures away!!!!!
Semua tak jadi. I look like i'm having facial spasms. XD
Spaz looks like a Geisha and Tardy looks devine. Ahaks!
Spazzy's ready to shake some boo-thay!
The wait at Darlene's.....Amelia's manja-ing Spaz
Blurry picture of Rush.
Darlene likes her booze. Cheers darling!
Darlene has blue eyes...ahahahaha....XD
Melia and Chenn. Chenn hit people damn pain but I still love her all the same. Eheh!
Melia, Chenn, Darlene and Mei Keng.
Da three lovelies.
I just had to put this picture up. Since I feel that the orginal size would scare viewers away I re-sized it to a safer viewing size. :) Eheh!
I just realised I don't have any picture of Pui Yee. Dang.
Okay this space is for Pui Yee.
Nites peeps. Bed's awaiting!
Thursday, January 26, 2006
I need a new nose. Yeah. Somebody take my nose away from me and gimme a new one. One that doesn't leak. Goshhhhhh.....I wanna die from all the sneezing!!Today is a bad bad day. Nothing extremely bad happened. Just that my body decided to go cuckoo on me all of the sudden. First I woke up with a horrendous cramp. My legs didn't feel like they were mine. I went to the toilet and felt bloated and constipated. Looked down and saw the cause of it. The time of the month again. Gaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh! It's times like these where I absolutely hate being female. I'd do anything to be the dumber sex. Serious.
I'm losing blood and leaking brain matter. Gah! I'm already anaemic and currently 'un-educated' and now this.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STOOOOPPPPPPPP LEAKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
I got it! Woohooooooo!!! *Does the MeliaBelia dance**twirl twirl twirl twirl hop kick twirl flip flip flip flip flip flip twirl twirl twirl*
Yesh! Me am happy wappy! I got my sexay red top!!! Phew! Thank Goodness it was still there! There were only two left! I ran towards it and clung to it for dear life! NOBODY TAKES MY RED TOP FROM MEEEEEE!!!!! Bwahahahahahhahahahahahaahha!!!!!!!!! I got it! I got it! Nyah nyah nyah nyah!!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh I bought a pair of phunky jeans at F.O.S and a super cute clutch at XOXO. I'm gonna make it my pencil case. Ahahahahaha. Yeah I know I'm a lil mad but it's big enough to fit in a hole puncher and it looks chun! I'll have the most expensive pencil case in uni! Wheeeeeeeeee!!! I don't know what made me buy it though. I don't usually splurge like this. Not in a very long time. Oh well. I wished they had a new brown one though. The brown one damn chun. But too bad it was kinda dirty.
Happy happy happy happy happy!!!! *FLY*
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Yesh I'm THAT happy!
Sunday, January 22, 2006
My room looks like Hurricane Katrina just hitted. It's so darn messy. I'm a messy person so for me to think that my room is actually messy means it's seriously in a serious mess. Arghhh...I have scissors hiding on my bed!Went bra shopping with Chenn yesterday. I slept at 4am the night before because of Spazzy's thing. And I had to wake up at 9.30am. Gila-ness. 5 hours ahead of my waking up time. Anyway we tried many many bras! Ahahahahahahha. Chenn bought this really nice one that I wanted but too bad I didn't get it. Why? Because it made my boobs look really weird when I'm wearing a shirt over it. So I bought one and Chenn bought 3. I woke up at 9.30 am and screwed up my sleeping cycle just to get one measly bra. It's so sick and twisted when you think of it. Eheh.
We came back from KLCC and hanged out at my place. Started on Spazzy's special thing. I realise that Chenn doesn't answer questions when she's focused on something. Wait for the entire 2 hours she didn't even utter a single word and only answered my questions after she's done. -_-''' Gila wan.
After sending Chenn back home I continued with da 'project'. I'm surprised that I'm so focused on the things that I'm passionate about. I didn't even feel tired. Just worked and worked and worked.! I wish I can somwhow channel all that passion into my studies. Gosh I would ace! All the time! Woohoo!! That's something to ponder about.
I worked until 9pm until my ass got so sore from sitting. Realised I haven't had anything to eat since 11am and chowed down food my parents tapau-ed for me. Sing Yieng came at 9.30 to pick me up for a yamchar session. Madness.
We went to Caveman. Hanged out till almost 12 and balik-ed. I continued on my project. I tell you I'm gila. I like the word gila. Just rolls out from your tongue. It's kinda evident cos I mentioned gila so many times in this entry. Gila gila gila gila. The word tongue is unique too. The way it's spelt. Who would ever think 'tongue' would be spelt like that? The spelling doesn't even match the pronounciation. If I were someone who didn't know better I would spell it as 'thung'. Yeah.
I watched Memoirs of Geisha a few days back. The thing about 'big' movies like these is there's too much hype. Everyone's so geared up and saying 'oh this is gonna be good'. Well I think the movie is kinda boring to be honest. I don't get why everyone's saying how good it is and stuff. First the english sucked. I could barely make out what they're saying. I'd rather they speak in japanese and with english subtitles to read. I don't really think the acting is superb too. Maybe it's just the bad english. One last thing. I'm proud that Michelle Yeoh got into the cast. Oh that's bull, I have no reason to be proud. I'm not even related to her. Anyway I thought her acting really stiff. They way she spoke is just tak kena you know. Though I thought the only part she started feeling her role was when she told Sayuri off.
'We do not become geisha to pursue our own destinies, we become geishas because we have no choice.'
That was good. I felt that. Heh.
But I did love the costumes and everything. Lotsa breathtaking views. So watch it for the views. *shrugs*
I think I've crapped enough. ;D If you've read thus far then give yourself a good pat on the shoulder for having alot of patience. Either that or you're as bored as I am.
Toodles!
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
YEAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!Everything is back to normal! Wheeeeeeeee!!!! Hmmmm....I guess some of the bruises won't heal so fast but then at least there's understanding. And I believe the bruises will definitely heal and be forgotten. Well....maybe not forgotten la. But it'll be a lesson to learn from and a very strong reminder to all of us.
Good friends come by only once. That's something I truly believe in.
And for those of you who're wondering. Yes I'm siao and my mood ring never stays the same colour for 3 seconds.
Yeayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!! Me happy wappy!!!!!!!!!!! Lalalalalalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
I don't get it. I seriously don't. The way things get so twisted when it's supposed to be straightforward. How on blardy earth did that happen? And suddenly I realise that I'm the evil bad one. When I thought things were settled and it would soon be alright I was actually happy. You know what, I just got slapped in the face. The best part is I never seen it coming. And till now I don't know what I did to deserve such treatment. It was not I who was out to hurt. It was never me. But now I'm being picked on while everyone's fine and dandy. I'm being cast stones for being hurt and spoke my mind. Now everything is my fault. Well thats just great. How nice. What a lovely world.I'm sick of this. Seriously sick of it. All I wanted was to save something I thought meant alot to me. Two points. I just wanted to get two points across. Look what has it done. Might as well have kept my mouth shut.
I wanted to save this and I did something about it. If you wanted this as much you'd do something about it too.
This ain't funny. It never was.
Don't test my patience.
Monday, January 16, 2006
Pictures from yesterday night.
I look so awful in this picture. X/ Btw that's longan in our mouths.
Happy people.
I love my ENGLAND tee. Heh.
Fery makaning and SY's hair dye is darn visible.
Kenny and SY.
Classmates. :) The bag I'm holding contains Shanghai goodies. Whee!
What Fery got me. Nice yah?
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Yesterday was boyfriend day. Today is Spazzy day! I finally went out with dear Spaz. Yeay! Me happy wappy! It's been such a long time since we two hit the malls together. So so long. I seriously miss the days when both of us storm 1 Utama after classes. On the way back home ma. Ahahahahah. It's either for a movie, for makan or shopping most of the time. Sometimes for all three. And there were the IKEA trips too. I miss the IKEA trips. Everytime we go there we'll get so comfy on their couches we just sit there for 30 mins or so. Love those days. Always so spontaneous and fun. Even if it's just the two of us. *smiles*
1 Utama has fab CNY decos!
Today was fun too. I'm darn tired now and my feet are so sore from the 7 hours shopping marathon. We're two very crazy chicks. SY got a top from B.U.M, some lingerie, a really nice knapsack from Tropicana Life which I sorta want now, and a pouch turned pencil box from Fila. I got myself a nice black hooded jacket from Reject Shop, Pierre Cardin lingerie and a really nice cap. I wanted to get 3 tops from F.O.S but I guess I'm not as spontaneous as I used to be. Low cash flow. Sad right? But I think I'll get that one top from F.O.S. It looks good on me. Heh. I want lah. How?
I like shopping with Spaz cos we're almost the same size. We've got the same type of bum bum too. Ahahahahha. So when I get lazy I'll always ask her to try on clothes that I think are pretty. Same goes for shoe shopping. So nice kan? We have the same taste for clothes and god knows how many pieces of identital clothings we have. -_-
See almost same size. I'm slimmer though. Heh.
Tonight we're gonna meet Fery for a yamchar session. The fella's back from Shanghai! Can't wait for everyone to be back. I wanna have a chinese dinner with them! Wooohooo!!!
I need to nap now. I'm tired.
Since it's Spazzy Day I'll put up a nice pic of the Spaz herself.
Taadah!
Spazzy wants peace on earth and a pair of socks. XD
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Just came back from the yamchar session with Fery. My armpits stinks wei. Dang. Sorry I digressed. Ehehehehe. Anyway it was great to see the dood back here. The last time I saw him was when I was in Shanghai. He's a really sweet friend. A very sincere one. He was so eager to bring me around when I was in Shanghai even when it was so inconvenient for him cos of the time contrains of my tour. He went thru all the trouble to meet me at certain places and planned where to bring me. He even tapau-ed Shanghai food for me. I never even asked. Never regretted knowing him.
Here's Fery everyone.
One of the wonderful personalities of S2.
More pics from tonite later. Photobucket is loading my pics at snail speed and I need to shower. Dial up is sad.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Today was boyfriend day. Yeah. Today started off bad. I was in a stinky mood and the boyfriend made a few wrong decisions and I ended up merajuking. Gave him a hard time. I know his intentions were good but I was just so frustrated with the way things turned out. I was hungry too. And I felt like going to the loo alot. Add all those up with the additional screw ups and you'll get a very stinky and foul Amelia. Thinking of it now makes me feel bad. I can be quite a meany sometimes. Sorry bee. There. A public apology will do the trick. What?? That was sincere okay.We watched Pride and Prejudice today. We're 20 mins late for the show (now you know why...) but I've read the book before so I know what was going on. Anyway it was a really nice movie. I love Mr.Darcy! I don't like Kiera Knightley's smile. It's okay when she doesn't bare her teeth though. But she's pretty la. I'll give her that. She's my age. I'm sad wei. So go watch the movie people. Yes it's a long one. 3 hours to numb your bum. *Nods*
After that I attended the boyfriend's dinner. It was some charity dinner organised by the St.John's. I met the boyfriend's friends. Pretty nice people. Would like to get to know them better though. Felt a little awkward a few times but I was hyper the entire night nevertheless. I just wish more people talked to me. I would have happily blabbered away. Hyper ma. Anyway I met my Kepong clan there. I was kinda glad to see familiar faces. Too bad most of them are just those hi-bye friends. Oh well. I got thru the night at least.
Went for a yamchar session with his friends cos the food sucked. Yeah. The food sucked. And my baby paid RM50 for it. Each. Siao right? Yeah siao! So went to some hawker in SS2. I just ordered milo ais. Watched them talk and crap. Laughed a whole lot. Nice funny people. :)
Ciao-ed at 12.30.
Need to call the boyfriend now. He is awaiting my call. :)
Ciao cincau! Ahahahahahahaha!
Friday, January 13, 2006
Today I got a glimpse at what my life would be for the year. The new faces, new environment (well....almost), new course, new and very different subjects, new lecturers-to-be and a new system. I'm one step closer to Uni life. Phew! Finally! It's kinda intimidating but then again I always feel intimidated by anything and everything that is different. I've mentioned this before 2 years ago when I was about to first step into college. I guess some things don't change.The course advice session today was kind of pointless. But then again I'm glad I went. Feels great to be part of an active community again. I'm seriously sick of bumming at home. So yeah I guess I'm kind of excited to see what this year has to offer. Being back in Monash made me feel nostalgic. Everything looks the same. The smell, the carpark, the cafeteria, the maddening cold MPH, the alleys and hallways we use to pass to get to our Malaysian Studies and Moral Studies lectures. But I know despite the familiarity things are indeed different. For starters I'm no longer studying in Sunway College. I'm a Monash Uni student now. :P The Monash block feels so cold and concrete (well that's because it is) while the Sunway block is warm and sunny...most of the time. And the people are gonna be different this time. S2 is all over the world now. :(
So so so what will the future hold for lil ol' me? Hopefully I'll get to foster the type friendships I've made in my college days. But I doubt I'll ever get the S2 experience ever again. S2 rocks my socks! :D
I'm sick. Yeah. All my nasal and throat passageways are clogged up. I hate feeling clogged up. I feel dumb when I'm clogged up. Cos it makes me go nothing but 'doooohhhh...' Brain occupied with nothing intelligent cos the mucus is taking up all the space. Sigh....
Sing Yieng's leaving in a month's time. Sad sad sad. I don't know what to feel. Sometimes when I think of it, I can feel tears swelling up in my eyes but they never fall. Not time to fall yet I guess. Gonna make something really special for her. Sometimes I really wonder what would life be without her presense (this is sounding so lesbo..) Well lesbo or not, I know I'll definitely be missing a lil bit of sunshine in my life. Afterall she's one of the reason why driving in the mornings is more bearable. Now I have to drive to Monash all by myself. :( Just thinking about the traffic jam makes me wanna cry. I'm really really gonna miss my Spaz.
Oh gosh....I just coughed the most painful cough ever! I think I'm gonna die.
*CHOI* slaps self.
Well....I think I better be off now. I need rest. *gag*
Saturday, January 07, 2006
Today is a good day. Yesh no doubt today started off late ( like every other day because I sleep till noon) but it was fun filled! YEAY! I'm so happy! I was finally out of the house!!! Wheeeeee!!! It's been such a long time since I had such fun. Well I guess absense does make the heart grow fonder. I miss my boy of course but the highlight of the day are my girls! I so so so miss them until I'll go koo-koo. But today I finally got to meet up with my Spaz which I haven't seen since Christmas! She la...so bad never reply my sentimental messages but she made a public apology in her blog. And since I'm so attention seeking *heh* I forgive her la. :) I love Spaz!!! But Spazy going Melbourne. :( Tardy sad. Yeah. *Nods sadly* Tardy vows to spend alot alot of time with Spaz before she goes off. *Nods* And then there's Chenn Mui Mui. Miss her shrieky voice. And today I got a dose of both of them! Yeay!!! Happy wappy Melia!!! Wheeeeeeeee!!!!Okay...I woke up at 1 something to Kenny's call. Today was pak-tor day for us. Well actually it was sort of pak-tor day cos he had a wedding dinner to attend. So we decided to make today a hair-cut day cos he needed one badly. I did too. Anyway to cut a longggg story short, we later met up with Chenn to get our hair done. Spaz already had hers done. Chenn wanted to curl her hair and knew of this place that was apparently cheap and nice. So we picked her up when Spaz left and we went to KFC for a very late lunch. KFC'S fish sandwich is not too bad. I'd recommend it. :)
Anyway Chenn curled her hair and there was alot of people and I wasn't quite happy with the service provided so me and Ken went to APT which was packed! We decided to look for another place and ended up in this place around the corner, Hair Code. The place looked good. I love the shampoo they use to wash our hair. Peppermint scented with a touch of menthol. Seriously shoik. After everything, Kenny looked like an anime and I looked the same cos I asked for a trim. -_-''' Oh well.
After that Kenny had to balik so he dropped me at my house and I went to pick Chenn up. Chenn's hairstyle was hilarious. Ahahahahhaha! Sorry babe but it's really funny la. Not only the hair but your reaction towards it. Ahahahahhahaha! But then it's really not that bad. It's really pretty when you tie it up. Just remember the various ways that I taught you kay. It's kinda sexy too. Honest. :P
Very curly. But not that bad right?
After that it was dinner time! The highlight of the day. The most awaited moment! Chenn belanja-ed Sing Yieng and I for a lovely dinner at La Casa. It's her way of showing her appreciation to Spaz and I for being her chauffeur whenever she needs a ride. Awwwwww.....she's sweet right? Thanks darling, dinner was superb! I wub you. And i'll chaffeur you around anytime you need a ride kay? What are friends for? :D I'm looking forward to next month's meal kay? Heheheheeh! Just kidding lah. ;)
It's picture time!!
The babes who ate. Presenting the very-round-like-hot-air-balloon Me, the not-usually-so-sweet Spaz and the demure-looking-but-hit-people-damn-pain Chenn.
Chenn belanja Tardy. Tardy hearts Chenn. Chenn hit people damn pain.
Spaz and Tardy can look real sophisticated too. :)
Me and Chenn with our food.
Our food. Baked Salmon with Herbs Butter. Damn friggin shoik!
The yellowish orangey stuff is mashed sweet potato! It's super duper yummy! *Floats*
Ready. Set. Go! Spazy is cleary enjoying the food. Her mouth damn big. *CHOMPS*
Chicken Cordon Bleu. Lovely. The cheese super, the chicken breast juicy. And it's served with mashed sweet potato too!
Getting ready for dessert! Hot Fudge Brownie!!!!! A must have at La Casa!
The brownie is heaven!! Okay Tardy has a big mouth too. What's in Spazy's mouth? What else?
Makan habis. We had two servings of that btw. Yeah. We girls actually eat. Alot too. *Blush*
Belanja-ing in process. See so happy summore. Don't you just love her? But she hit people still damn pain. :P
The bill. Her first paycheck and she spent that amount on us! We love you Chenn! More power to you! *Roar!*
Contented bunch of bumbums. :D
After that we went to 1 Utama to hang out. Wanted to watch a movie but my dad didn't want me back too late so we ditched the idea and serbu-ed MNG. Chenn and Sing Yieng got a top each from MNG. I didn't get anything. Cos I don't have paycheck. :( *Sad* Was suppose to minum at Friendster Cafe after that but it was getting too late so we decided to head home.
While driving Chenn and SY tickled me and then said ' Amelia tai chi wui hou pa lou kong' which means ' Amelia would be umm...cock-pecked? (as contrast to hen-pecked) by her future husband'. I was really surprised and I wanted to know why but these two bullies won't tell me. So bad right. I whined and whined and whined with no avail. They damn bad. They don't wanna tell me why. So I pretended to merajuk. I blasted the radio in my car and sped on the LDP. At first they didn't buy my act but after I accidently sped over a porthole they thought I was for real and start-ed pujuking me. It was damnnnn funny I tell you. Although I did feel a little bad for misleading them but it was just too fun to stop. So I continued until we reached Sing Yieng place. The look on Chenn's face was priceless. Ahahahah. I started laughing and I laughed so hard! Both of them shrieked and tickled me. Again. So bad la. :( I'm a good actor no? Ahahahhah!
But I did feel bad la. Cos I know I can be really short tempered with them sometimes. They usually ignore me cos they know I'll recover from it real quick. I can't stay mad for long. Though sometimes I wish I can. Prevents you from getting bullied. But then who am I kidding? I'll always be who I am. But despite the bullying I know these two will never let anyone else bully me cos they love me. Heh! You win some, you lose some.
All in all today was great! Can't wait to go swimming tomorrow. I need to lose weight. :P
Saya cinta today. *hugs today*
Friday, January 06, 2006
Wheee it's the New Year!!I'm bored. So darn bored. I have nothing to do. Sad right? *Nods heads*
Everyone is working. I really should follow the trend. But I can't get my lazy backside up early enough to get a job. Yeah yeah yeah. Semua salah aku. Buat apa complainkan?
Nevermind la. Lemme whine. Okay?
I'm bored bored bored! Dying for nice good lovely samaritans to take me out. Wanna go out with someone? Pick me! Pick me! Yesh I am THAT desperate. Heh. I never thought I'd stoop so low. *Shakes head* Gimme a call anyhow. ;)
I have proposals from net friends to meet up. Hmmm....should I? Very tempting. But then the rational part of my brain tells me no. Aihhh....better not I guess. Not THAT desperate YET.
Bored bored bored bored. Bored. bored. B. O. R. E. D.
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, January 02, 2006
This year creeped in without my knowing. It was totally unexpected. Not that I don't know it wouldn't happen. I just never thought it would be so soon. Year 2005 left with many unfinished business. Actually I don't even feel as though I'm in the new year. Everything seems unchanging to me. I'm not naive. No I'm not. Of course I don't expect things to drastically morph and disappear and rearrange themselves in a different sequence. And neither do I expect the air to be any fresher nor the sun to be any brighter. Sigh. Every year I really look forward to usher in the new year. I have this lil theory of my own. Start every year like a new laptop just out of the box and end very year like a very contented fat man. Well I'm not a very contented fat man. Many thing I ought to have done but didn't and many things I ought to have said but couldn't.And to add to my discontentment my modem got fried by lightning (it's been raining almost everyday now) so I didn't even have the chance to blog one last time for 2005. It matters alot to me to have a closing. A conclusion. A nice one. If not a decent one. So many things undone. Sigh.
Earlier on I plan to post up last year's Christmas pictures but then I have too much to say. Let's see if I still have mood to do so at the end of my ramblings.
So it's Year 2006. I never really looked forward to this year. Too many people going away. :(
At the start of the year I was let down. What a way to usher in the new year. I'm faced with a very huge dilemma. Something I've choose to ignore for many years despite the constant nagging of those who know better. I've always thought that I'm a pretty good judge of character so how can this be? This is not what I intended for to happen for I sow my seeds with so much care and love. I expected a strong sturdy tree. Not one that can be easily swayed to every strong wind that comes its way. I'm pretty confused. Once again I'm confused.
I don't expect much from my actions because all that I do comes from the heart. I don't want no gifts or flattery. None of those please. I guess I'm selfish in a way. All I want is just reciprocation. I want sincerity. I want a spot in your heart because to me only that is the greatest gift of all. I cannot say I don't expect anything because I'm only human. I want to receive once in awhile instead of giving all the time. How can I give anymore when I can no longer see the point of it. And the truth is I do not have the ability to keep on giving because I've already gave all I can. I longer have the riches I use to have. I must be selfish too.
Darn phone's ringing.....be back later
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Alrighty...I'm feeling much better now. I guess I shouldn't stress about it too much. There's really nothing much I can do. Just let things be. Everyone's been telling me to be a lil more selfish, some even gave me pretty evil ideas but I don't think I'll ever pull those off. I can't deliberately hurt another. But for being selfish, I think I can do that. Amelia has to stop being so nice.
So yesh today is a good day...many friends called. I guess I should be appreciative of those who are true to me. I can't have them all but at least I have some. :) Good enough.
So it's a new year and I have to get a job. I NEED one for pete's sake!!!! I can't be bumming at home any longer! Anyone wants to hire me? :D
Anyway here are the shots from last year's Christmas Gathering at my place.
The Christmas Tree and the Pressies
The cousins who came over...
The happy host, Me. :)
The happy host and one of her bestest girlfriend.
The happy host with her darling boyfriend.
The wacky people present and their presents.
The happy host is really happy coz' this year's pressies are the bestest! Check them out!
Oyeah I made Chenn cry when I got her the lil doggie toy. Ehehehe! Happy! Kenny gave Sing Yieng a cat toy that looks exactly like her and she gave him this blue elephant toy that looks exactly like him. Ahahahahha! Sing Yieng and Chenn got my strawberries! Whee!! And I got Sing Yieng lingerie to keep her warm in Melbourne.
Alrighty. I'm going off!
..What About Amelia?..
Because this blog needs an introduction
Here goes!
I'm 40% mature, 30% child-like
10% fashionista, 8% dork
6% klutzy, 3% dreamer
2% blur, 1% hero x)
I also want to marry John Mayer
And oh, I want a pet unicorn too x)
More self-absorbed information here!!
..Mood-o-meter..
..The Doods..
Adam's
Albert's
Alwin's
Andrew's
Benjy's
Chris's
Dallas's
Daniel's
Edmund's
Joshua's
Julius's
Jun Hoe's
Kenny's
Kailash's
Kok Phin's
Lam's
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